There are so many changes going on in my life right now. It takes me out of my comfort zone and this scares me. But, I ask myself how else do we challenge ourselves and learn new things if we are not open for change?
My job is changing. (I am takeing on new resposbilities and changing the dinasour ways I've been doing my paper work for years)
My attitide on life is changing(Thanks to God)
My priorities are changing...Lots of change and I feel like all of these things are for the betterment(is that a word?ha) of myself and my life. But, taking this new path is like putting a blind fold on and trying to drive down a one way street. So I put all my uncertainties in prayer and just hope God tells me which way to go.
I know the Lord is always with me. I will not be shaken for he is right beside me - palsm 16:8
Okay so... today I got an e-mail from the worshipleader that if I can reach the vocal range for this song the choir is singing next sunday, I could sing the solo part. I was soooo excited without hesitation I told him sure-I'd be honored. After downloadiong the song-I listened to it and thought wow-the vocal range is very high and powerful. Would I really be able to hit these notes? Have I just jumped into something that is over my head? Then I realized I didn't have the lyrics of the song..maybe this was a sign I didnt need to do this.....So deep in thought about what I'd just put myself into I went to pick up Rylie from school. I saw a girl in the choir picking up her daughter and I simply mentioned this to her that I didn't get the lyrics because I was at the First Base class when they last practiced last sunday and she said I may have them. Oh, I have them in the car. So she handed them to me and I thought God is trying to tell me something.
Its not that hes telling me you go girl you are awesome SING. I think he is telling me to get out of my comfort zone...change is good. Its not about ME SINGING SOLO whatch me go, its about God! Its about praising him and worship and getting out of the comfort zone and embrassing that my life is changing!
So I'm going to do my best. God is putting me in these "new" things for a reason that is all part of his plan for me.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
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all you can do is roll with the punches!!! you go girl!
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