Wednesday, January 17, 2007

The American dream

Well, for those American Idol fans - what did you think last night? I laughed so hard! You know trying to be a good person and know that everyone is different but still were all Gods children, I try and not Judge others. It one of the things I am praying to God to help me change. That is not my job to do and I too am not perfect. Instead of seeing someone at a resturant and they are obese and saying to myself "well, what do they expect when they just went back for the 5th time at the buffet. Instead I try to change my thoughts and tell pray that whatever it is in their life that make them turn to food please help them. Or if I see a mother that puts herself before her kids and she is dressed to the hilt and been out partying all night and their kids dont even have winter shoes, coats and pretty much fend for themselves. I try to say, God give that mother strength to find what it is she is looking for so she can be a better mom. But, man is that hard to do when you see people that just "DON"T GET IT!" The best thing was I spent the night with my two best friends (Kim and Shannon) and our kids and we ate Kim's famous meat ball(garlic balls) and had a wonderful time being together. (I dont think these people I am in the meeting with is as happy with Kim's meat balls as I was!) But, I just drove home afterwards and had this warm and wonderful feeling knowing that God put us together for a reason. We've been friends for 27 yrs and I love them so much. My kids love them, I love their kids-its just an awesome feeling!
Okay so back to my point with A.I. we all have dreams and if you don't have dreams then what do you have? But, I guess some are just delusional with theirs. Either that or they are just tone deaf. I love to sing, but I know I am not no Celine Dion even though I love singing along with her in the car. So, how can these people not hear themselves when they CANT sing. i hear myself when I am out of my vocal range. Then to be devestated because they just KNEW they were the next American Idol-oh it was too much. So, please forgive me lord for my thoughts last night!
I should be working right now - I've been in meetings all day for the past two days and here I have break and need to be working on what I am behind on in my office here-but, I just had to reflect on some "stuff" first. lol:) So, I am getting back to what it is I get paid to do before the farrr me!

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